im a stinky creature on the internet like everyone else. pls bare with me with the possible grammar or spelling mistake, it's not my 1st language

my dream is to be able to finish a (personal) project just once in my life. like this website for example

i've tried to build a page like 5 or 6 times now but i always get frustrated because it doesn't look like i want. maybe the problem was that i didn't put enough of me in it